Saturday, February 5, 2011

Let It Be, Let It Be

Let others say what they want. Yes, i'm selfish when it comes to sharing my child's love. Especially with others that i don't fancy and others who don't know their boundaries. Gotta nip the bud early before any regrets. Do not wish to see history repeats itself. And no i'm not sorry. Your wish is not my command. I don't care if you're old or if you're my elders. I carried this child in my womb for 9 months, puked my guts out for the 1st 6 months, suffered tremendous pain the last tri and in labour, I cared for her, watched her grew in my tummy, drank/ate all sorts of things to ensure she gets the best nutrients, prayed to Allah everyday for her wellbeing.. and now that she's out how can i let others 'help take care' of her to the extend that she will want them more than me? NO WAY! Where were u all when I was pregnant? You gave me stress instead. My BP shot up at 6 months and i had contractions. I could have gone into ealry labour and lost Sofea! This is my child and I'm only exerting my rights as a mother. I shouldn't be made to feel bad taking care of her. It's MY responsibility, not yours. Period.

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