Rant

When I was still pregnant with Sofea, no one cared. Now that she's out, everyone's all over me!!

SHE left this house and said that even if she's dead DO NOT bring her body back to this house. SHE didn't even visit us during hari raya which was about a month before Sofea's birth and even 'buang muka' when we visited her. It's obvious isn't it that she doesn't like me? In fact when i asked for forgiveness the day I was supposed to be induced, all she could say was.. this is her 1st grandchild, how can she miss it?.. See, SHE didn't even say she forgave me. Now that Sofea is out.. she Insisted she wants to come by once a week to 'help out'. I didn't agree to it but she didn't ask me.. She said it as a statement.. "I'm free during weekends so I can come by and help with Sofea.." Same thing when she tells everyone she wants to quit her job and take care of Sofea.. did she ask me 1st? NO. I knew it thru someone else! She did tell me later on but again not a qns.. more like "I want to quit my job and take care of sofea.." When she moved out of her geylang house, she did the same thing..slow talked me into living here.. that she wanted to sell the house and felt obligated to send my brother for his studies and that 3rm HDB flats were v expensive then.. how else was i suppose to react? I offered because where else does she stay? Of course despite all the quarrels over the years I even offered without thinking twice, without even discussing it with wan 1st. Coz she's my mother afterall. And the person who caused her to lose her home din even want to talk to me. And guess what..after she left, she said that dier serik and dun need my pity :(
And by God, i din make her leave. She left own her own because of something i said. Dunno if this is retribution.. she screamed at my face to berambus out of geylang east over stale rice. yes, talk abt cruelty

If you knew from the start that you dun like me in the 1st place, why agree to live with me? Why are u still here every weekend? You want my child but you dun like me. FYI, it was YOU who gave me stress during my pregnancy and I could have lost Sofea. In my opinion, you don't deserve to be a grandma. These huge fights and quarrels since 2006.. not only with me but with everyone else.. I seriously had enough! By 2010, I've finally reached my breaking point. I'm so done. Pls let me move on and have a peace of mind. You failed at yours but pls let me build my own happy family.